Positivity.
One of the reasons (amongst a few I won’t go into now) I took a break from Facebook and other online media/news sites at the end of last year was to see if avoiding reading lots of indirectly and directly negative posts would actually make me feel more positive about things. That doesn’t mean I don’t worry when my friends are going through tough times, or having a rant and need some virtual support but whilst aimlessly scrolling through my social media about 100 times a day I started to notice I paid more attention to negativity and cri than funny or happy things both from people I follow and media outlets.
What I also noticed was how much negativity and criticism was directed at women, by women. Where are all the updates celebrating amazing women just doing what they’re doing and doing it well – not conforming to societies expectations. From complaining about colleagues, celebrities and people we hardly know to criticising women solely for how they look it seems we’re at the point where it’s acceptable to be aggressive, vicious and just plain rude – as long as it can rake in a ‘you ok Hun? X’ or a few ‘I just can’t’ (what does that even mean?!) in the comments section.
Just to clarify; I wouldn’t describe myself as a ‘Positive beam of light’. I swear a lot, I’m guilting of complaining about other people to my girlfriends and I can rant just as aggressively as the next person so I certainly don’t think I’m morally floating on an angelic cloud above anyone else. However, if you’ve shown bad manners or a bad heart then like Liam Neeson, I won’t forget you.
What I do struggle with is the added weight of online judgement and criticism when we’re expected to have a good job, be in a relationship, to have kids, invisible periods and a nearly hair free body at all times. (A ridiculous expectation, especially at this time of the year).
Without trying to channel the goddess that is Beyoncé, I just don’t think we’re good enough at being positive about our gender sisters. The world still puts huge challenges in the way of us like being equally successful in the workplace and being able to complain without being described as a ‘bitch’, I feel like we weaken our position when we publicly criticise our own gender for such superficial reasons. I’m guessing that we’re all our worst critic at times so seeing women degrade, criticise and judge other women is saddening and makes me feel like social media has helped us take a huge step back away from a functioning society.
This isn’t a feminist soapbox statement, it’s far more shallow than that. It’s more of a challenge to see if by celebrating, applauding, complimenting or just being bloody nice to others in turn makes us feel more positive as women and more positive about ourselves. Because we’re pretty amazing despite what the stereotyping, UniLad memes, Lad bible type sites suggest. And let’s not forget the glossy mags which are the worst offenders; ‘who wore it better’ and ‘what were they thinking?’ – heaven forbid they were thinking, ‘I feel awesome tonight, I’m going to wear that same dress Miranda Kerr has because it makes me feel great!’
Does anyone else feel like we’ve become experts at criticising ourselves and others and terrible at sending out positive vibes?